Who am I ?

Welcome to My Journey

Hello, I’m Lordsam, a 25-year-old from Kathmandu, Nepal, a city known for its temples and rich history. I’m here to share my story, my thoughts, and the lessons I’ve learned along the way.

I’ve often felt like a failure, measuring myself against a vision of who I thought I would be by now. I imagined I’d be more accomplished, more settled, but here I am, grappling with the weight of my unmet expectations.

I’m a person who feels disconnected from the world, caught in a loop of past mistakes and missed opportunities. I don’t have a degree, a steady job, or an income source. Despite knowing my potential, I struggle to find the energy to move forward. I often feel overwhelmed, disconnected, and physically worn out.

Life feels monotonous unless I’m in the mountains, where I find some solace. I’ve embraced solitude, partly out of fear of new experiences and partly as a way to protect myself from further disappointment. My ego and past failures seem to hold me back, but I’m determined not to lose hope.

This blog is my attempt to start anew, to document my journey, and to explore what lies ahead. It’s a place for me to express myself and for you to understand what it feels like to be where I am.

I don’t have all the answers, but I’m committed to trying, to learning, and to evolving. If my story resonates with you, if you’ve felt the way I do, I hope this blog can offer some comfort or inspiration.

Thank you for joining me on this journey. Together, maybe we can find hope and new beginnings.