Who am I ?
Welcome to My Journey Hello, I’m Lordsam, a 25-year-old from Kathmandu, Nepal, a city known for its temples and rich history. I’m here to share my story, my thoughts, and the lessons I’ve learned along the way. I’ve often felt like a failure, measuring myself against a vision of who I thought I would be by now. I imagined I’d be more accomplished, more settled, but here I am, grappling with the weight of my unmet expectations. I’m a person who feels disconnected from the world, caught in a loop of past mistakes and missed opportunities. I don’t have a degree, a steady job, or an income source. Despite knowing my potential, I struggle to find the energy to move forward. I often feel overwhelmed, disconnected, and physically worn out. Life feels monotonous unless I’m in the mountains, where I find some solace. I’ve embraced solitude, partly out of fear of new experiences and partly as a way to protect myself from further disappointment. My ego and past failures seem to hold me back, but ...